What's wrong with me? Why do I screw everything up?
I HURT EVERYONE I LOVE!
Why I can't I be pretty and kind? Why am I such a screw up?
I never asked for this!
I'm not smart. I don't have all the answers, and I never will!
I just wanna live!
Can anyone hear me?!
I'm a failure! I have flaws! I make mistakes!
Leave me! Leave me to die! All I do is hurt!
I don't want to hurt anyone! I just want to live in peace!
I wanna run threw the snow and laugh at how hard I tried in life to get no where!
I don't wanna eat. Just let me rest. Let me sleep...
And maybe when I wake up I'll be there. When I wake up the world will be perfect.
No pain. No tears. Just happiness.
No uncontrolable desires. No pointless work. Enough with liars and cheaters.
Will anybody hear my cries?! Does anyone care?
Do I?
No.
Goodbye malicous suffering. Til we meet again.
May sleep erase your handywork.
